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SatelliteBlvd 39, Male, Georgia, USA - First entry!

Dec 2006
11:33 PM EDT

First, hope everyone is having a bitchin 07 so far and as for 2006. Well, its obviously the past so I don't see any reason to talk to much on that but what I will say is I was arrested in August. Worst day of my life, had about 6 to 7 guns drawn at my head at around 2 am in the morning. This shall be about my probation and tribulations from which will unfurl in the coming year. But mostly will be poems I wrote throughout my two years of being a writer.. I've a new girlfriend who I spent my x-mas with and am with right now for the new year. She is trying to find a movie as I write this.. But um yeah everything is good great and grand as I hope all is well for anyone who stumbles across this. Life can be of dark devastation or eternal elation.. Its your choice to find a way to find a brighter day.. My writing is an outlet so the only thing I ask is if anyone does read this do not be confused with what I write about because like I said its an outlet to my pain to cross a not yet but soon to become a burning bridge.. So yeah this is one of my poems that is a great silhouette of what I am talking about....This Is Called SkIN..... Vampiric thrust for pirates greed Spirits cursed as soul mates bleed Take my soul and tattoo a tear This is your world that is my fear. Shadows ever grieving Confused & misleading I'll ever stitch you up For my eternal bleeding The're no different then I, or a dream What's inside, what I became Wasn't really me. Suicide kings & drama queens Burning reality with candle dreams Pierce my heart & tattoo my lungs Kissing wrist we slit our tongues. If I am in love am I a lover If I die tonight will I live forever I'll ever be the unheard I never had a choice I'll ever be these words I never had a voice. Hit the ground another sound revolved Guilty we are as another innocent falls Pierce me grim & tattoo the evolved Its time to begin the end of it all. Famous scars behind hidden cries Desire burns in firefly like eyes, so Pierce our sin and tattoo them seven Paranoia sinking in to a higher heaven. If I save you am I a savior If I create you am I a creator Dancing with the misery Taking us by the wrist now But we're beyond it Like neon through mist now We shine on even after your world shuts down As we've no place else to be Finally! A rich taste of a poor mentality The moral majority of modern reality Piercing what's left as I tattoo my s(k)in If this isn't death I'm so dead within.

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New Beginning 46, Male, Georgia, USA - 3 entries

Dec 2006
4:10 PM EDT

Remember to pray the rosery every morning and confess your sins,because you fear Not going to heaven,and the pain suffering and fires of Going hell,but also because by sinning you offend God your Father,the One who made you,Always keep this in mind as you go through the day.

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kmkakimmy 55, Female, New York, USA - 5 entries

Dec 2006
6:26 AM EDT

today boering as ususal i wish i was with ma friends espaecialy matty(matty=hotty) he is so cute i wish he would ask me out sooo badly but i dont want to ask him out because im afraid he will say no i know all my friends say that i should ask him out because nobody could say no to me but still i dont know what to do!!!!! ----------------------------->mrs.lonely

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basketballchamp93 32, Female, Arkansas, USA - 2 entries

Dec 2006
8:43 PM EDT

My finest moment would probably be when i won the Basketball game for my school my one point before the buzzer rang! It was so cool!! well i g2g bye! ~b@sketballchamp93

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Temari 32, Female, California, USA - 3 entries

Dec 2006
10:25 AM EDT

Hi!, I'm Ana!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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aroguespirit 34, Female, Arizona, USA - First entry!

Dec 2006
8:46 AM MST

Last night I heard about Saddam's Exicution by hanging when my weekly program was interupted with a count down for the news alert.

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brichris99 35, Female, Florida, USA - 9 entries

Dec 2006
8:18 AM EDT

Kimmie- ok fist off she is SO FUCKING ANNOYING! everyday shes like are you mad at me?? whats wrong?? are you my best friend? can i be your bestfriend? you should model. ok. you must be kinda retarded if i knew you for like 2 years and you never knew i was a model. OPEN YOUR FUCKING EYES. gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh

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angelswatchoverus 57, Male, Georgia, USA - 2 entries

Dec 2006
6:14 AM EDT

Lord, have much anger and resentment over my stepson. Help me realize just how imperfect I am, help me realize just how much I disappointed my own father when I was his age and younger. I would take money from my father when I was much older than he and blow it irresponsibly. I would lie and do deplorable things to satisfy my own desires and supress the guilt until the next time. My shame turned to anger and I still to this day drink to numb the pain I have inside. When I see my stepson, I become angry. I feel taken advantage of. I have had my feelings hurt by him so many times. I feel he is rude, disrespectful, greedy, self-centered, and at times hateful. With little or no remorse. Oh how I have emulated in the past these very horrible characteristics...and still do. I pray my heart will change. I pray to Lord that I will stop being a hypocrite. Lord, that when I am angry or upset or overcome with self-centered thoughts, that I would not project that anger to others. Especially my step-son. Jesus, reveal yourself to me today, fill me with goodness from the holy-spirit. Reveal to me the pain in which I caused my father on earth and more importantly, my father in heaven. Lord, help me use this disappointment in a positive way that would glorify your Kingdom. I want to know you, I want you to live inside of me. I want to know your Kingdom. I've made such a mockary of it for years and years. I want to know what it's like to truly be humble. I want to stand before you one day and for you to be proud. I ask you today father to set me free from the bondage I live in. I ask you to set me free from the principalities of this world. I turn all of my thoughts and personal things over to you today and forever. I want to live each day for you going forward. Set me free, oh Lord. Set me free to live in your perpetual peace. I love you Lord, I want to know you. I want to understand the magnitude of your majesty.

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lovesu123 31, Female, Georgia, USA - 3 entries

Dec 2006
7:38 PM EDT

thanks i took all of ur advice and me and my dad r goint to spend some time together pray for me and hope i have agood day with him and we dont fight write comments

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TheMarketPlace 43, Male, New York, USA - First entry!

Dec 2006
3:13 PM EDT

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