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hey,

i have had a really hard past year with this one guy who i thought was my world.he was my life my everything.but in the end he was just like every other guy only sticks around for sex. i found this out along time ago but i guess i didnt want to believe that he was like that.he is sexy sweet talented and the love of my life but that is all gone now.it would take a lot for me to forgive him and go back to his no life country ass .i hate guys.even though i must say the sex was great but it is not worth the heartache.now i know there are more fish in the sea.if you are with a guy that treats you like shit and all he ever wants to do is fuck you dont need him.." behind every beautiful woman, there is man who is tired of fuckin her" TRUTH!!!! well im done with him dont want him back NOOO more!!! IM DONE!!

yours truly

KrazyKay!!

I have a new bf his name is jordan ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,HES HHHOOOTTT!!!

one's from oman. the other's from israel. one's muslim, the other's a jew. two men - one heart to fill. me? neither - my faith - christianity. my personal life is certainly becoming more and more interesting.

do i love oman? or do i love israel? or am i still haunted by the past and that i shouldn't think about love anymore?

what's my calling should truly be kept under-wraps - because right now i don't think i wanna know... not now.

Here are all katties accounts ...

#1 : Edailydiary.com : Kattie9954/sunflower

#2 : Yahoo(s) :

Chocaholic9954/99549963

Gurlsxrulex3/123123123

#3 : Aim(s) :

Chocaholic9954/99549963 ... ???

#4 : Youtube : xoxkattiexox9954/99549963 ... ???

#5 : Google : kattie9954/99549963

#6 : Myspace

gurlxxrulex3@yahoo.com/99549963kk

So, I started out 2008 with a bang... I was reading Wicked, and didn't even notice it was midnight. No wild parties, no drunken songs were sung. Though alcohol could have made it a better night, no I spent that night working, and then going home to snuggle in my bed and read. Exciting? I know, I live a wild life. I told myself I'd start keeping a journal for 2008... well 3 days later, here I am starting one. Just a few days off. I'm never one to start things when they should be.

That song (the one in the title) has been on repeat for me, all day. It reminds me of last year. And the year before. When all I could think about was... him. No, I wasn't in love, try infatuation. He led me on a rollercoaster ride of emotions, that ended with me saying to hell with it, I can't handle it anymore. Now he's moved on, to a 15 year old. Yeah, that boost my confidence a whole lot, one upped by a kid who can't even do Algebra without help. He wants to eat lunch with me, tomorrow. Just when I was getting completely over him. He does this. But, I'll handle it. I can. I just have to.

I guess I could tell the internet world about myself? But where would be the fun in that? Where would the mystery be in there? I guess you can just read on, that is if anyone reads this, and decipher who I amby what I say.

I'm out, Flowers For Algernon is calling my name...

-the girl in second place