tiahe's Journal

Sep 2007
5:52 PM EST

Realize it or not but you brought me down so much. You've made me so uncomfortable to live, and as I'm worth nothing to anyone on this earth. You called me a pig, I'm glad you compair your daughter to a fucking animal. If I had to compair you to an animal I'd compair you to an ass because that is what you are, and really I have a right to be able to cal you that! Why did you have children if all you we're going to do is treat them with such a low level of respect thinking that you of all people are better then them, when really your not at all. The days go on, and I'm loosing more respect for you, and same with my own mother. Get your finger out of your ass and call me, your suppose to be the bigger person, your the one who did something wrong this time and don't make your fucking wife call because shes not my mother, and Im not even going to call her my step mother anymore. She has no right to have any say about anything in my life, and if I'm able to stay away from her for the rest of my life I'm sure as hell fine with that. I didn't say one thing to hurt you, or offend you and yet you pulled out all these shitty low words to call me, seriously whos the immature person in this situation really think about it. A 15 year old girl who didn't say shit to a father who is screaming in her ear about how shitty she is or the father who is 44 and has the guts to tell me I'm an immature pig, and that its hard to love his own fucking daughter and that you dont want to see me again? You tell me I'm running away from my problems, well look at yourself you just ran away from me. Look at yourself for once, stop thinking your so perfect. Your such a stubborn fucking jack ass, seriously stop being so god damn frustrating and take the blame for things for once, because as much as you think this is ALL my fucking fault its not, and you better tell your wife that too because something in her mind thinks I'm the worst person in the world too. You disgust me, you really make me sick. You full of shit, everything you've told not only me but Jordan too is a whole lot of bull fucking shit. " Our doors are always open" then you yell at me if i just want to stop by to pick up some of my stuff. You yell at me for not calling you, yet you have a phone too? FUCK YOU both. If I could choose, I'd only see Trinity and Karagan because really those two are the only ones who I know love me and will stick by me because ill stick by them.
Just stop telling me how to run my own life, you dont give me any freedom, you make me feel scared to ask you if I can even go out, you put to much preassure on me and what do I do to you? Stop telling me how I'm dissapointing you, and how terrible I am in your eyes because really you're not the ones who raised me and I think I'm being a great person. I may not be how you want me to be but I dont care how you want me to be, I dont care if Im not the smartest person I just dont care I only care about my happiness. You make me miserable, and now i hope your fucking happy too.
Carry this on much longer and I wont even call you myfamily.

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Gender / Age: Female, 32

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About Me: I'm probably like most people you meet:) Nothing special, and im not complicated at all!

Interests: Writing, swimming, colour:D, friends, V.Johnson - A.Merrifield - L.Voisin - J.Boucher - L.Avery(L)

Favorite Music: Regina Spektor,FM static,Taylor Swift,Sum 41,T.I,Akon,No Use For A Name,Tegan and Sara,Ten Second Epic,Seconds to Go

Favorite Movies: The Ron Clark Story; Freedom Writers; Dejavu; Pride; Fracture; Gridiron Gang; Shooter; Crash; Next;

Favorite Television: That 70's Show: Grey's Anatomy: Ugly Betty: The OC: One Tree Hill: The Hills: Laguna Beach: The Real World: Big Brother: Gilmore Girls:

Favorite Books: The Clique Series; The Insides Series; etc.

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