tiahe's Journal

I use to know, but now everything just seems to be getting more and more messed up. Like should i go out tonight, is that what I even need? I dont think its what I need but its what I want. Or really is it, because i would rather just stay home. But I'm scared, my fear right now is being alone. Thats it, and being forgotten or just loosing everything. I'm scared, everything I do is out of fear right now. I hate this I hate me, I dont know. I'm not a good friend it seems to anyone, I broke a promise that I knew I'd break and hurt people. Knowing that people actually care about me seems so surreal because usually I dont have people saving me. But this time, I need someone to save me from myself. uuuuuuuuuuugh

"To have a right to do a thing is not at all the same as to be right in doing it." - GK Chesterton