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31
Jul 2007
9:08 PM EDT
   

HEY LONG TIME NO TALK
WELL I THINK ALOT HAS HAPPEND OVER MYSPACE
BCUZ HE FINALLY APPROVED ME
AND BY HIM I MEAN OMAR :D IM SO HAPPY
HE ALSO SEND ME A MESSEGE YAH!!!
WELL WHAT ELSE DO I SAY NOT MUCH HAS HAPPENED
U KNOW IM ALSO SCARED FOR ONE REASON
BRENDA IS THE REASON TO TELL U THE TRUTH I ENVIED HER GROWING UP
SHE WAS ALWAYS THE CENTER OF ATTENTION AND I FELT LIKE AN OUTCAST
AROUND HER
AND NOW I FEEL LIKE SHE IS STEALING MY SPORT U KNOW I SHOULDNT BE LIKE THIS BUT I CANT HELP IT
I TRY TO NOT THINK LIKE THIS BUT I JUST CANT HELP IT U KNOW
IM JUST SO STRESSED THESE PAST FEW DAYS I FEEL LIKE THE WORLD IS ON MY SHOULDERS FOR SOME WEIRD REASON
I WISH I CAN BE MORE OPEN TO BRENDA LIKE SHE IS TO ME BUT IM NOT THAT KIND OF PERSON
IM A PERSON WHO KEEPS THINGS TO MYSELF
IVE LIED TO HER SOMETIMES BUT I WSH I CAN TELL HER THE TRUTH BCUZ SHE HAS BEEN MY BFF EVER SINCE I WAS A KID AND I HOPE I WILL SOMEDAY
U KNOW IVE BEEN THINKING TO MYSELF
SHULD I JUST LET HIM GO???
U KNOW I THINK IVE LIKED HIM FOR 3 YEARS AND I STILL DO BUT ............................
Y...............IS..........IT.......SO.........PAINFUL??????
I WILL MEET DIFFRENT PEOPLE IN MY LIFE BUT WEN I SAY I SAY I WILL LET HIM GO I LAUGH AND SAY ITS IMPOSSIBLE
I JUST WONDER AND ASK GOD Y HIM Y HIM Y HIM Y HIM Y HIM Y HIM Y HIM Y HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T-T I JUST WANT TO TELL HIM HOW I FEEL ONCE I DO THAT
THE WORLD WILL BE OFF MY SHOULDER
BUT WAITING FOR THAT DAY IS LIKE WAITING FOR RAIN TO FALL IN THIS SEASON
USELESS AND DISAPPOINTING T-T
ID GIVE IT AL TO CHANGE THE WAY THE WORLD GOES ROUND I WOULD...............
A SONG THAT DESCRIBES EXACTLY HOW I FEEL IS CALLED CRUSHED BY ROSETTE
IM CRUSHED BY THE SWEETEST LIPS I NEVER KISSED
THESE ARE THE LYRICS IM JUST WRITING THEM SO I WONT FOR GET THEM

I told myself today was gonna be the day
No more excuses 'cuz I knew exactly what to say
Was gonna make my play but just like yesterday
My mind in waste and I let the moment slip away
Another night got me sitting here all on my own
Picking up the phone,
But i can't get past the dial tone
Rocking my brain
Going insane
Again and again
I can't keep going this way

[CHORUS]
CRUSHED,
By the sweetest lips ive never kissed
How you bring the tips and the warmest touch Ive always missed
CRUSHED,
By the softest hands ive never held
Probably never tell,
You're the strongest love that Ive ever felt
CRUSHED,
That I havent ever let you know
How it always goes
Cuz I lose my nerve whenever you get close
And so Im left,
Short of breath
With that heavy feeling in my chest
Baby Im so crushed

So I told myself that tomorrow gonna be the day
And I keep on telling myself that Im gonna find a way
And I wont be afraid just like yesterday
Wont walk away never gonna let another chance slip away
Cuz' I gotta know which ever way its gonna go
Rest my heart and soul
Cuz' there can never be no more
Rocking my brain
Going insane
Again and again
I wont keep going this way

[CHORUS]
CRUSHED,
By the sweetest lips ive never kissed
How you bring the tips and the warmest touch Ive always missed
CRUSHED,
By the softest hands ive never held
Probably never tell,
You're the strongest love that Ive ever felt
CRUSHED,
That I havent ever let you know
How it always goes
Cuz I lose my nerve whenever you get close
And so Im left,
Short of breath
With that heavy feeling in my chest
Baby Im so crushed

Crushing,
Im so into to you
Dont know what Im gonna do
Gotta find a way to you
I don't know just what to do
Crushing,
Im so into to you
Dont know what Im gonna do
Gotta find a way to youuu
Ohhhh Imm
Crushing,
Im so into you
Dont know what Im gonna do
Gotta find a way to Youuuuuuu Ohohohhhh
And so Im left,
Short of breath
With that heavy feeling in my chest
Baby I'm so
Cruuuushed



ITS TRUE IM CRUSHED :<


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