I�feel like Im doped up on novacaine, speed? crystal maybe? Not that I would know. All I�know is that I feel numb. Numb right down to the core. Its as if my world is spinning out of control... Dont you ever wonder what it would feel like to be "happy" (high?) just to be able to float away for a little while�and forget about everthing?�
One of these days Im going to completely lose it. My friends already say Im crazy, but they have'nt seen crazy not yet... Im so tired of fighting the baattle inside my head. Its gone on far to long. I�want to forget, but then I�forget to forget. I've dropped hints before that I�need help. Except theres one tiny problem that you forgot to factor in, you ready for it?? No one can help, at least thats how I�feel, because this is battle I'll have to fight on my own whether or not I�like it.
I want to be bad, just for a sec, I�swear. I�want to know what it would feel like. Is it as fun as its made out to be?? Yes? no? I�want to go to parties, oh wait! cant!! Why? well theres two problems: 1. I�never seem to get invited, anywhere!!! 2. My rents are total control freaks. Hey dont you think it would be fun to T-P someones house? This one person I�know..... Anyways, lol. Well Im through babbling for now. Tootles!
p.s. do you by chance know where I can get cheap toilet paper??
p.s.s. I kidding, really I�am! well maybe...
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