Justin is my 4 year old son.� I am starting this journal to record the cute, silly, and sometimes amazing wisdom that comes out of an "old soul" of a boy.� The other day, Justin says on the way home from his preschool. "You know, everyone wants to be my friend, the ones who are older than me, the smaller one, and even the one who are same age as me...I�have too many friends."� At home he says, "I�try to be nice to everyone...I do it by always thinking that 'I am good'."� When I asked him who told him this, he says, "my truck friends who live in the sky."� He says that his truck friends are God's helpers and that they can talk directly to God...Justin is not very assertive, but is trying...when I�reminded him how shy he was in the beginning, he says, "I am too assertive now and when people are too assertive, they cannot remember when they were not assertive..."

You know, it seems like if someone cared about you as much as my ex SAYS he does, they would tell you if you did something wrong. But they're all cowards and can't face whatever the fucking problem is...

thank god. i swear, i think i would die if it wasn't for the fact that we only have 5 more days to wake up. i can handle that. :). one more day to wake up this week and i am completely okay with that.

well, i guess i'm currently married to my crush, and he's spreading that around :) haha. whatever. i really hate that i like him, because he's GAY!!!! wtf? how do i fall for a GAY guy? i dont understand it... i guess maybe it's because he's become one of my closest guy friends... man, i like him, and i'm going to try the trick that mrs. miller taught us about the pupils, i'm wondering if he'll use it on me, because he knows that i like him... :)

well, i'm gonna go, i'm hanging out with emmah and allen.

Peace. :D

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first off all i am very very confused. It's this really cute boy in my class that i really adore. He's funny n cute n keeps me smilin from one end of my face to the other.

Today our skool went on a trip , but like ten of us didnt go. we had to go to another class that just so borin. i kept lukin at him cuz he's just really cute n talked al little that made me feel really gud

but other's days before May,20.2009 he really dont talk to me. He talk to my bestfriend but never talk to me. I mean he'll say sumthin 2 me every once in a while but not lik he talk to my best friend. Sumtimes i wonder well maybe he lik her. I already kno he lik me but i wonder if i should say use to lik me . i wonder if i should tell him that i lik him but this is startin to get me cunfused but also i think he just dont want anyone to kno he lik me

Mz.Qura

Very Confused about M_C_A_l

tell me wat u should do contact me pleeeeeeeeezzzzzzzze

School is going great, lots of partying and studying. So much fun! Im currently going out with this one guy. He's great. Oops forgot to tell you his name, but thats un-inportant at the moment. Well I have to go. another party.

Kodak87

p.s. Party like theres no tomorrow!