The Chronicles of a Sauls

‎"Ask yourself whether you are happy and you cease to be so." - John Stuart Mill

My take on that quote is as follows......

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���� As one reflects on their life there are many thought that can go through one's head.� In life you have to be willing to take chances...which requires courage.� If you gamble a little, you will win a little or lose a little.� If one is willing to take a huge chance, the possible reward will be huge!�� All of it goes back to having the COURAGE to take the chance.� I myself am sometimes unwilling to take chances....maybe I need to change that.�� This can be related to work, life and Love.� I think Love is the most important one to me...it's the one I've been without the longest.� Of course I receive love from my family but I need love with a significant other.� Ive been trying to take more chances lately...hopefully it will pan out.�

���� Well, Its been awhile since my last entry.� The roomies are about to move out.� I just havent had the consistency that I�needed out of them...and I have had my fill of animals here lately.� they have a boxer that drives me crazy because it likes to piss all over my carpet.� Whenever they move out, they wont have to worry about my carpet...I WILL.� Even though I need the money that they DO�give me, I am ready to have my own house back!� So begins a new chapter...what I really need is a good woman who is responsible to live with.� NO MORE�CASUAL�ROOMMATES!

���� Well, another boring, rainy Thursday at work.� this is the first of 6 days in a row.� I hate it when I have to work the whole damn weekend.� Granted, having days off in the midle of the week are fun and relaxing, but this all weekend shit has GOT to go.� I have yet to get my first activation, but I have had some renewals.� what sucks though, is that it is almost halfway through the month!!� anyways, I hope things will turn out better.....Plus, it DOEs help that I have roomies now!

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���� I see what Mr. Mill is saying in that quote, but I don't necessarily agree with the statement.� I think that he is saying that when you stop being happy to wonder if you are....then you are putting a pause on your happiness.�� Everyone now and again needs to take a look at themselves and evaluate....If no one ever evaluated themselves, we would always be "leaping before we jump."� Another way I could interpret this quote.....maybe he is saying that if you get caught up in evaluating yourself, then you can never move forward.�� I sometimes wonder if I have done this....probably so.� If you are always trying to fix and concentrate on your problems, it probably is harder to focus on the happiness in your life.� I think that when negative thoughts cloud your mind, it is like trying to run on fly paper.� Your stuck on the negative...and like a fly if you wiggle around too much on the fly paper (negativity) then it will lead to your demise.�� These are my morning thoughts for the day...Thanks random quote!

���� Well for starters, I have been gifted with a brain that works.� Some people are just born without common sense....I sometimes wonder how some people can be so stupid.��Another advantage I have been given is that I was born in the US instead of some third-world country.���Random thought:� Why do they call them third world countries when earth and ALL of its countries are in the 3rd world from the sun?...weird.� Anyways, I am lucky to have 2 parents that love me and help support me when times are tough..and trust me there have been some tough times.�� I wasn't born with any defects or diseases, so I guess I'm lucky in that regard....� thats all the thoughts I have on that at the moment.�

Til next time............

���� "I'm a great believer in luck, and I find the harder I work the more I have of it." - Thomas Jefferson

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Basically I think it all ties back to the saying..."you reap what you sow"� or "luck is what you make of it."���

"To have a right to do a thing is not at all the same as to be right in doing it." - GK Chesterton

���� No, they are not the same. Free Will and/or Freedom of choice is the first part....the second part is whether or not it is considered right or just. It is opinionated because of this also. What is right to one may not be for the another.

"Love is not finding the perfect person, but finding the imperfect person perfect." – Unknown

���� It all goes back to saying that Love is appreciating all of the imperfections in a person. It is those imperfections that make everyone different. No one is perfect....one must appreciate the differences in each other. The word perfect is an opinionated word....perception is in the eye of the beholder. If everyone was perfect, it would mean that everyone was the same. Things that are qualities to one person, are flaws to another. To appreciate these differences, one must also realize that they have imperfections as well....these are my thoughts on that.

���� Well, the good news is that I have found a house. I was originally suppose to close in 2 days, but now they are delaying me another week. This sucks because I had to call my utilities, cable, etc.... back so they could postpone my transfer date another week. Im just ready to get in the new house...the anticipation is killing me. I just want to tell everyone that when you go to the loan company to get a loan, they will ask you for anything and everything you can think of. Im about burnt out.

I hate how professional athletes always bitch about their salary....SHUT THE HELL UP!! The minimum salary for a NFL Football player is 275,000 per year. That means that the least talented player in pro football makes more than enough to live and support a family. Terrell Owens and people who are also in his stereotype can suck it...... They make millions...they just want attention like the little babies that they are.

I wish the general public wasn't so damn stupid. I work in the cellular industry and believe that if you are going to have a service agreement with a certain carrier, you should know how the whole process works and what you actually have in your plan. I also personally believe that people that own cell phones should also have teeth. Anyone in my position knows what I am talking about. I am filling in at another location today....inside a gas station...with a Krystals and taco bell next to me......in a very redneck area. Days like today make me feel thankful for having a good amount of brain cells left.

Hello everyone, this is my new blog. I am thinking about deleting my Myspace account....I am beginning to feel that I am getting a little too old for it. It seems to be a haven for immaturity and sexual predators. I will be using this site to share my thought with whom I choose. I will eventually learn how to customize this site to exact detail as time goes on.....