Dread and the Fugitive Mind

Jun 2011
10:13 PM CDT

Ass Itch

I give up on everyone. It's too much for me to deal with the same mind-numbingly dull personalities every day. They're all the same. Im not even sure anymore�if im any different. Id be happy if i could meet one person with a mind like mine so i could stop feeling insane and alone. I can't relate to anyone around here. I fucking hate feeling this way, i feel like other people would look at this as typical teenage high-school-drama bullshit... but im not in high school anymore, im not 12 years old anymore, i should stop being this way, i just cant seem to do it by myself.
i have my goals and plans on how to reach them. I just need to get far far away from here. I don't even know if anyone would understand what im trying to say. Ill be 18 on the 29th of this month. I plan on getting black out drunk and high as fuck. It'd be cool if i got laid too, but on account of how distant ive become with everyone, i doubt anything like that is gonna go down.

On an unrelated note, i have a deviantart account that i update far more often than this. i doubt ill even be back on here any time soon. If you're interested, here, http://unfunnyjester.deviantart.com/
i like writing. I hate sharing it with people i know because... well... i think its weird for a guy to write shit like i do. but it helps to clear my mind so.... whatever...
and before you assume your ass off, no its not over dramatic poetry about how my life sucks. Im not THAT typical pfft.....
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    About Me: My name is Steve. I am an over zealous music fanatic (especially when it comes to megadeth). I believe in being myself to the fullest extent and will not ever pretend to be something that I'm not.

    Interests: I like writing, playing guitar/bass, listening to and researching my favorite bands, and drawing

    Favorite Music: Metallica, Anthrax, Megadeth, Slayer, Death, Kreator, Obituary, Ministry, Nirvana, Iron Maiden, Ozzy Osbourne, Public Enemy, NWA, Bone Thugs N Harmony, La Coka Nostra, Ill Bill, Aerosmith, Thin Lizzy, Pink Floyd, System Of A Down, Cannibal Corpse, Twisted Sister, Black Sabbath, Overkill, Pestilence, Death, Six Feet Under, Razor, Pantera, Exodus

    Favorite Movies: The Warriors, American History X, The Lion King, Fight Club

    Favorite Television: South Park, Futurama, That Metal Show, Tosh.0

    Favorite Books: Mustaine: A Heavy Metal Memoir, Slaughterhouse five, Heavier Then Heaven