I still feel the need to vent a little, I guess what bothers me the more I think about it, is the lack of communication and intamacy. When Ange and I are insinc there is nothing greater. I would move the heavens and the earth for her. Though she would probably prefer something a bit more practical. But over the years, she has developed an aversion to all things intamate. I dont just mean intercourse, I mean, she wont hold my hand, give me kiss, a rub on the back. SHe says she has a "medical" condition and that the doctors want to do a DNC (?). She has been prescribed medication to help with her moods. The trueth is, she hasnt been to a doctor in several years, so she isnt treating this issue. She doesnt take any medication, but is quick to remind me to take my meds, I have a busted back and take several meds to survive in this life. Why the dicotomy? The Hypocracy? I have to believe that she just doesnt care enough about herself to fix her medical problems nor does she care about the impact this has on our relationship. It is easier for her to tell me how to change my behavior and demand I adjust to a marriage of celebacy.
Anyone know how to turn on a spell checker for this journal?
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