timeflys

just waiting and waiting i hate to wait im very very nrveous  and impatient  what is the answer for it?well i been trying to keep busy reading getting things done and waiting and waitng and waiting,making decisions and waiting some  more,it seems like time is slowing to a crawl right now, so much is going on in my life,and it seems so little is right now.it is the 4th of july,oh yeah,why didnt the brittish win? sorry im on another team i guess,so whats going on in your world? any ideas to do while i wait? hope you r night is good.byeee

i belive the bible and in times of trouble i want to follow it im asking for the publics help to pray for candice d who has  given up her faith and turned atheist,for jim riley who just had heart surgry and for myself that god will make me strong and fotify me in his word, i thank god for anyone who is willing to pray for me about these situations  i am a firm believer in the miriacles of jesus christ and what he does im a firm believer that if taken to him properly jesus christ will answer these requests  pleas pray for me sincerly  cindy dublin

im the happiest woman  alive! i stepped out in faith  praying to jesus christ for amiralcle! and he heard me,through faith perservance and stepping out in faith i now have my mr right,the man ive longed for and dreamed about all my life,im totally in love. and feel like the luckiest woman in the world.we agree on so many things,and he is sexy handsome gorgeous and the most wonderful man ive ever met and he has made me so very happy in life.  LADIES  MIRACLES  HAPPEN WHEN YOU BELIEVE,JUST  BELIEVE.IM LIVING PROOF THANK YOU GOD ALMIGHTY,THANK YOU TO THE SON THANK YOU SPIRIT OF GOD,IT CAN HAPPEN IT DID HAPPEN,IT HAPPENED FOR ME,NEVER GIVE UP I DIDNT  NOT COMPLETELY,AND IM SO GLAD I WAITED IN FAITH,he is the sexiest best looking best friend  terrific  im hoping my family will be happy for me as im  so very very happy!

its been a good day,i got cat litter box changed through on some hot dogs to eat,picked up books and now i have to start over on housework it is 300 in the afternoon im getting ready for work as soon as the laundry is done,samson is staying close by me and hes doing good today his wounds have finally healed and hes getting fat,i still have heard nothing from realitives in sc i wish it wasnt this way,but i see absoultely nothing i can do about it now what will be will be,im still waiting for the robins eggs to hatch actully looking happily waiting in anticipation for it,the rain ended for now,im learning to get far far away from negative people negative thoughts,and anything that gets in the way and brings me down i get depressed about situations i cannot change so i have to find a better more positive way to deal with them since the jeep blew up im still  saving money and looking for another car i believe ill find one that dosnt require a whole lot of mechanical work when you buy used its easy to buy junk,and i dont want no junk,i need a car that will get me to turkey run and back,without breaking down and burning up so much fuel that one trip is all you could make in it somewhere theres a car for me hopefully soon ill find it

i walked to the duck pond and watched the fish i seen a large whit one,gold one spotted one and several silver ones,it is a fantastic lovely day,i found some purple flowers on a tree picked some and put them in a vase they smell very nicemi seen an orange moth flying past me,the sun is shining and it is such a lovely day the cat is healing almost gone are his injuries im working on healing my injuries are also almost gone and will be healed soon,the leaves on the roses are now alive and green my plant of  brown and yellow flowers came back to life and the leaves are so green and pretty soon it will produce yellow flowers i can put in a vase to brighten my home with,i noticed some people have already done the plowing to put in a garden im looking forward to the farmers market where i can buy fresh produce, it goes all summer an opean air market with lots of wonderful good things, this will be the best summer i have ever had  lots of changes for the better,changes in the way i think and feel,changes in where i go and who i asscoiate with,problems that have been plauginge me for years will be no more, im so looking foward to the summer with pic nics bbqs sitting on a blanket reading a good book watching the clouds go by campfires,just enjoying the very life christ died for so that i can have  i get so much enjoyment out of the simple things in life , my life is deventatley going to be a positive expierence starting today im doing all i can to make it that way   enjoy thats what life is for good music good expeirence no fear,no negatitivity, just positive faith positive energy and happiness make it that way

i am determined now and nothing will get in my way nothing,im determined to live life,enjoy life and be happy i dont care anymore about the obstacles that are terying to get in my way,i will have positive faith positive outlook on life and get through the obstacles by plowing them down one at a time,i have had enough i think my rash is not just nerves it might well be poison oak or ivy from the woods at  any rate it is starting to heal and im staryting to feel better i had a terrific weekend,cooked cleaned had a terrific dinner of baked chicken homade potato salad french cut green beens mashed potatos ummm it was yummy,my cat and i watched part of an officer and a gentleman until i feel asleep,but i acomplished alot so today im determined to acomplish more hope you feel the same take care,

well camping will have to be put on hold,my jeep blew the engine no ride,have to save to get another one,im ill today,temputures keep changing from so hot i have to undress to freezing cold,sore throat,welt like rash on my side and stomach,im cooking chichen potato salad mashed potatos and vegatables today and trying to find a new way to cope with all the terrible stress ive been under for a very long time.im taking breaks,drinking loads of coffee,and cleaning everything that dont move.the  cats asleep on the sofa,i actully seen a smile on his face and im not seeing things,i like a happy cat, it  is going to get better starting today,im determined to make my life better no matter what happens certain people are now going to be put out of my life,they are the ones who have hurt me for no reason real bad and they know who they are,if it takes the law and a restraining order to do it i have finally had enough from people who pretend to be my friend and do terrible things behind my back to hurt me if they are that bad they can stay the hell away from me i dont need them in my life,