I really hate it when life turns out to be sooo empty... I hate being here in Okinawa, Japan. I just broke up with my girlfriend and feeling like the world just ended today. Reason being is because
I joined the USMC when I was 18. At least I'm almost to my 2 year mark in June. Meaning I'm half way done. I just can't wait to get the hell out of here. When I get the chance to get home, I'm
gonna get sooo blitzed out of my damn mind I wouldn't even know where the hell I'm at. Go over to my friends and get drunk over there. Plus, save up enough money where I can go visit an old friend
in Ireland that I haven't seen since HS....God, I miss those days. I really need to take this month off and go home and visit my family. They've been dying to see me ever since I left the states.
They're always telling me that everything is alright back home. But I feel like that they're not tell the whole truth. My little brother is on the verge of droppin' out of HS, and I surely don't
want to see that happen to him. I might be a prick to him most of the time, but I really care for him. He's my family for God sakes. Well...I'm gonna go smoke me a cigarette now. Later!!!