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Dec 2009
6:45 AM EDT

What I really want

After my conversation wtih my gal friends today, I felt so drained, so tired coz they're so negative. Guys, do u know that u have build�a terrible reputation for yourself ? Women find it so hard to trust u! My conversation with gals always revolve around how guys r cheating on their gfs .I feel so disappointed. I mean, certainly there r honest,faithful, really great guys out there right? So why am I not meeting there yet? I know there r guy out there who think the same - that girls r doing a great job on cheating their bfs as well...but for me, I can really guarantee I will stay faithful to my husband as long as I love him. There is no way I will split my heart into 2.

I just think that maybe it's time my gal friends stop telling me how bad guys r or how upset/uncertain they r in their r/s.

God, just really wish, pple can understand me. Being single is OKAY - I'm really starting to believe in this statement. There's nothing wrong if I'm single and virgin at 25.

�I'm really happy with being myself right now, although feeling lonely, just wished there's somebody to hug me and tell me everything's gonna be okay.

We r really just being more than physical beings. Can we ever look beyond this fact?!

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  • Username: solarplanet
  • Gender / Age: Female, 36
  • Location: USA - Arizona
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    About Me: As of Dec 2009, I'm beginning to explore the artistic side of me.I'm attending art school and learning to paint, just like what I learnt as a kid in school - I really miss those days. I love makeup, and I watch a lot of youtube videos on makeup. It's not a dumb thing okay? Make-up is really a form of art .

    Interests: Make-up , Art, watching youtube, checking out the latest stuff on hollywood celebs, reading good books, and i'm also into spiritual thingy.

    Favorite Music: From pop to country to new age.

    Favorite Movies: Twilight and Romeo & Juliet.

    Favorite Books: Too many, I can't decide on one.But if I were to recommend u, I would say : Unfinished Business- What the Dead can Teach Us About Life. It will drastically transform the way you view LIFE .