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May 2009
6:30 AM EDT
   

what's wrong?

I am 25. Never had a boyfriend. Never been kissed.Never had sex.

All day long, I just soak myself in my own dream world.In reality. I feel miserable.

I have high self esteem I believe.But why, do I feel so empty inside right now?

I don't hang out with OTHER people, all I do is stay within my comfort zone of familiar friends and family.I ain't going to know any other new friends. My life is so lonely.

The only thing that occupies my thoughts are negative right now.How I missed Raj, how I hate Raj, how I hate myself, how I hate etc etc etc.

God pls help. I need a GREAT guy and find happiness in an intimate relationship!!

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  • Username: solarplanet
  • Gender / Age: Female, 40
  • Location: USA - Arizona
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    About Me: As of Dec 2009, I'm beginning to explore the artistic side of me.I'm attending art school and learning to paint, just like what I learnt as a kid in school - I really miss those days. I love makeup, and I watch a lot of youtube videos on makeup. It's not a dumb thing okay? Make-up is really a form of art .

    Interests: Make-up , Art, watching youtube, checking out the latest stuff on hollywood celebs, reading good books, and i'm also into spiritual thingy.

    Favorite Music: From pop to country to new age.

    Favorite Movies: Twilight and Romeo & Juliet.

    Favorite Books: Too many, I can't decide on one.But if I were to recommend u, I would say : Unfinished Business- What the Dead can Teach Us About Life. It will drastically transform the way you view LIFE .