I embarked on this amazing journey of faith that has got me this far. I fell in love with a man, a yoga instructor. What was supposed to be spiritual turned out to be quite a roller coaster ride for me. But now ,its time to let it all go. He's not a saint ,and I shouldnt impose that on him just because he's doing yoga. He's very much a human, a man.
I believe I can move on strongly without him. Although from time to time, I am tempted to feel that he still feels something for me, but I shall refrain from that. I have never regretted liking someone like him. He's so carefree. I can't tie him down, and I don't want to. I think its time to let him go......and myself too.
It hurts very bad , at times I'm fine, at times I'm not .
At times its really hard to breathe as u think of him every day, ur thoughts just surround this man. "How do i carry on without him" at times i wonder....
When I let him go totally, will he end up coming back to me one day? Can I pray to God to unite us?
Anyway people, as I was reading my own personal posts , i teared up.I realise how happy i used to be, how hopeful� i used to be.but its all gone now.
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