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14
Oct 2006
12:10 PM MST
   

Went to dinner with the entire B family at Golden Corral. It was okay, I just feel like I am in a "Blaa state",,, just sort of exsisting,,, walking around feeling sad and numb and lonely and "just here" but yet good that I can be in control of my choices and my relationships. AH, but am I in control of my relationships? I could go back to CN in a heartbeat but would that be just prolonging the inevetable? (yeah, I know I can't spell, specially when I am in a hurry) BOYs are in the bath going crazy I gotta get them to bed so I can have some piece and quiet~! CN called a few min. ago. I guess I will call him back, I just don't know how to be "just friends" with him or should I say, get him to be "just friends"
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  • Username: smb
  • Gender / Age: Female, 49
  • Location: USA - Wyoming
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