smb's Journal

I am reading "Smart Love" by Dr. Phil It is pretty good and it does a great job of explaining MEN and why they act the way they do. Come to find out Donnie and his Loveyness and emotions and sensitivity was a rare thing... and most men are actually like Cory, unemotional! So, it says I need to learn to deal with and actually use some of his "men" issues to my advantage! I am really starting to think CN and I could get back together and I just need to accept him for who he is and love him regardless and he should love me regardless! I am also finding out that I am sabotaging the relationship because of my Donnie issues. I had so much pent up Anger because of all Donnie put me through! and of coarse the anger was coming out atmyloved ones.

anyway,this Wed Imight stay the night with CN and really I am excited to see him, No promises that we are getting back together but I am starting to realize some things, 1 being he is an AWESOME guy and I won't find anyone else quite like him! Accepting CN might just save memore heartache and agony. Plus, Dr. Phil saysCory loves me dearly but he just sucks at showing it the way I think he should. Dr. Phil also suggests I "let go of my control issue" orI will be single forever!