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08
Jan 2008
2:27 PM MST
   

GETTING SKINNY IS SO HARD!!!

I am really trying to do my WW and keep points! SO far so good but noticed it was much easier when I thought CN wanted to be broke up with me. now that he has caved I am wanting to EAT again!Anyway,I am doing pretty good, I've been on program1week, not sure about how much lost because the stupid Rec center scale sucks! Think I'm gonna buy a WW scale! but I think Iwas 127 on the2nd when I started and now I am124. SO, that is good!I am really just lookingtofit into my old jeans that I could wear justover a year ago! I want to look GOOD!, DAMN GOOD and that makes me feel GOOD! and darn it, I am worth it! I also want to look good for CN,,, maybe make him either love me better or be really sad he's missing out on "THIS!" Today was my hardest day by far, I was just "hungry" all day and so I ate a little more throughout the day which made my points 24ish! rather than the 20 I'm trying to stay at! I think I am starting to wear the "HUNGER BADGE OF COURAGE" proudly!!!!! I've also been working out PRETTY HARD and upped my minutes at the gym by about 20 extra min. a day! It is tough but I can do it! I want to wear those HOT MAMA JEANS! I want to make heads turn by Valentines day! Maybe then,I can get a "date!"

THANK YOU GOD, for my boys, our perfect health and all your precious blessings you've given us! With YOU GOD, all things are possible! (even me getting skinny thighs!)

NIGHT NIGHT!

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  • Gender / Age: Female, 49
  • Location: USA - Wyoming
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