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05
Sep 2006
5:16 PM HNT
   

i cant believe my dad didn't notice me come in from my walk. I walked right passed him. he's always watching tv he never pays attention 2 us anymore. well i despise my dad bcause he acts like he hates me. he hates what i do and want to do. he hates people i hang w/ n i never hear him say i love u 2 me. I wish i had a good dad to be his girl. My mom is never home n she is never showing me she cares n i feel like an outcast i just want some1 to prove 2 me that i matter 2 them. I am always sad and depressed. I cant live this way. God free me from this prisson i live in. I have never felt what love is b4. I want someone to love me and to make me there everything. I need to feel this emotion b4 i leave this earth. God send me a lover i need n long 4 one. This girl is a teenage gypsey that longs for a deep kis and long lasting hug.~elizabeth
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  • Username: redshotlizard
  • Gender / Age: Female, 36
  • Location: USA
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    About Me: I love to read and write. I love to sing and I love to run. I love someone and hope to eventually get him to love me 2. I love you :)