I'm going to stop this once and for all. I really can't be open with people. It just seems like I let them in a certain way, and they end up giving me extra advise. It's more like, I can't tell them what I'm feeling or my perspective without coming across arrogant. A few times it's happened where I I voiced my opinion and was soo scared it would backfire, but it really ended up being ok. And the other party seemed to take it well, they just needed a bit of time to process the information about me. I gotta conquer my fear and step out there. And I gotta know it's not going to be a bother at all. It's just good old honesty - the best policy is what they say. Ok, so tonight it looks like a jazz night and me time. Maybe Robin will come over or I'll meet up with him or whatever. He said he's getting smashed. There's nothing wrong with that, as long as I do what I want. I might just want me time. Just sit at Jazz minds, soak in the music and sip on my one drink. It seems so hard to meet good people in Hawaii. But that's just what they say. I think I'll be alright. K, time to take a shower and head out.
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