So I hate Ashley a little because she's always asking me questions about my whereabouts. I almost want to not answer her, or tell her to mind her own business!
It sucks to be watched and spotlighted on all the time. It's weird, almost like when I was back at church.
So work's pretty hectic. I should start making commission in another month or so. That will make all of this worth it.
Corrine seems to attitude towards me seems to have changed a bit. She's more professional and less friendly than usual. I'm not sure what to make of it.
At the very least I know she depends on me, her frustration from bad experiences with previous co-workers/employees surfaces now and then. So I'm up against some pretty major odds. Still I can't
assume what I'm not sure about. So we'll just play fair and leave it at that.
Steven has fast become my future you-know-what. But obviously neither one is ready for that kind of committment, so we must play fair and leave it at that.
Pms and cramps are making my life a living hell at this moment, I'm frustrated, irritable and hurting. I almost just want to sleep, which I will try to do tonight.I might want to rest regardless of
what Steven is upto. He said he'd like to see me. But I might just need to nap out. We'll see what I feel like at the day's end.
Right now I need some tea, need to get organised, and tie up loose ends on old projects and begin work on new ones.