Luby

 
    
19
Sep 2008
6:20 PM EST
   

to be real

������������ Keeping myself form asking too much. Holding on to anything that keeps me stable. Need to stay calm. I can’t be desperate. I am trying not to be. Doing all I can to make things better. Am I alone in this? Am I the only one who tries? Maybe I cause problems and maybe I t is me who has problems. It is hard to concentrate, but I am doing all I can. If my body and mind is not strong enough to withstand this battle, will I be a loser? I do not know what I am worth to people or myself. I do know what is in my heart. My fantasies, I want them to be real. They feel good and I want everyone to feel that way with me. Only then I won’t feel alone.
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  • Username: lyubomirb
  • Gender / Age: Male, 35
  • Location: USA - Florida
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    About Me: I'm 5'10, 21 years old.

    Interests: I like to go on adventures and meet new people. My best experience is at the airports, I tend to fall deep in emotions and that causes problems.

    Favorite Music: I listen to soft, hard, alternative and many other types of rock.

    Favorite Movies: I like movies with romantic endings. Action adventure and in many cases horror. I enjoy explicit content but I don't like disrespectful scenes.

    Favorite Television: I am not very much into drama shows. Perhaps I like Supernatural

    Favorite Books: I was always into mysteries and I like to read sweet words, possibly about relationships and love.