Luby

������������ I don’t think I have even been worse than I am now. One thing happened I could dealt with it, but there are way too many now. I can’t make it. The only thing that has been saving my live is booze; it keeps me in bed instead of over a bridge waiting for a right time. I was doing ok until I got the phone call. I pretended like everything was fine, but when I turned my head I would begin to cry. I was going to be ok but not anymore. I am losing everything; my life is not even worth it. I may have to drop out of college because I have absolutely no support. My car has been taken away, my job does not exist. I can’t afford getting to school. I already have thirty-five hundred dollars of loan; my credit card is maxed out. I worked for my parents to only depress myself and feel worthless. I don’t know what else to do. I have tried so hard to keep myself on top but I keep being shoved down. My life is over. I might as well end it now.