Luby

 
    
24
Jul 2008
10:12 AM EST
   

Not based on hope or giving up

�������� Not based on hope or giving up. I have strength. To me love is a feeling that is taken differently. Do you give up on someone you love? Or do you keep hoping for something to happen? No! I can’t give it away. I can’t let it go. If I walk away it follows me. All I do is stand behind the wall. I don’t call it hiding because I am here before anyone else. Though I stand. I wait to hear my name. Maybe someone will shout it out. I always come out when they need me. But I keep waiting. I hear everything. And my name is never called. I hear other names. I just stand here. I was standing here before you got here. I was not hiding. Sometimes people don’t bother to look what happens around them. What can be behind the walls. I am standing so close. In silence. No one can hear me. Then I get so tired standing without any encouragement that I drop on my knees. My skin turns blue and there is nothing I can do. If I speak I will only intrude.

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  • Username: lyubomirb
  • Gender / Age: Male, 35
  • Location: USA - Florida
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    About Me: I'm 5'10, 21 years old.

    Interests: I like to go on adventures and meet new people. My best experience is at the airports, I tend to fall deep in emotions and that causes problems.

    Favorite Music: I listen to soft, hard, alternative and many other types of rock.

    Favorite Movies: I like movies with romantic endings. Action adventure and in many cases horror. I enjoy explicit content but I don't like disrespectful scenes.

    Favorite Television: I am not very much into drama shows. Perhaps I like Supernatural

    Favorite Books: I was always into mysteries and I like to read sweet words, possibly about relationships and love.