Luby

 
    
14
May 2011
10:04 PM CDT
   

pill

It took me away from this world and farther from reality.�I could�turn it all off and not feel the trashery. It began with one, and then the next one never stopped. Everytime�I was where�I wanted to be. In a dream where I was something else. Where I was not betrayed and envied.
I could not go back to how it used to be. Restless and sleepless nights. Headaches and strong feeling of anger. No mattered what it cost�and what was at stake, it was my only way out. The only thing that could have helped me and give me more time. The time was to be here. You see, I didn't want to be here, nor did I want to be anywhere. So, I found a way to cross to the other side. To walk away from the stress. At least my mind does.
I took a pill and now I am begging to feel my body relax, my hands are gelling lighter and heavier at the same time, My keeps moving side to side. It is a matter of time before I lay down and cross to the other side.�I shall go now and maybe you will be there with me. This is my greatest addiction.
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  • Username: lyubomirb
  • Gender / Age: Male, 35
  • Location: USA - Florida
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    About Me: I'm 5'10, 21 years old.

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