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17
Oct 2006
4:10 PM MDT
   

Seems to only get worse. Just found out that instead of moving out of my house in two weeks, my parents have decided that they are moving in three days. Well isnt that just a kick in the balls. Again with no one to count on. If you cant count on your own parents then what do you really have left? Shouldnt be surprised, but always expecting that one day they will feel a little bit of love and compassion for me...but....not so much. Between this and everything that is going on with Dave, I feel utterly empty. Thank god that tommorrow is .25 cent drink night. Captain Morgan is one that I can always count on to help ease the pain. Really wishing that I could run away. Its always what I do when I feel I cant handle anymore being put on my plate. The problem this time is Dave, I cant bring myself to run and hide from the world. It was always so easy to just give up and go start over. New people, new problems, but at least getting away from the heartache that seems to follow. I really should get my ass in there and pack instead of typing in this damn journal. Oh yeah..note to self ...buy more KY jelly as you will probably be f***ed in the ass again tomorrow.
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  • Username: llarson
  • Gender / Age: Female, 58
  • Location: USA - Arizona
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    About Me: Hmm..what to tell about myself. 39 yrs old, soon to be 40 (yikes). I am a mother and a better half to my amazing man.

    Interests: Love being with my family, clubbing with my friends (minus the drama that comes along with that),laughing and just enjoying everything life has to offer.

    Favorite Music: I am a huge fan of everything from Elvis to Dropkick Murphys, I have been told that I add a soundtrack to everyday of my life....sooo true.

    Favorite Movies: Boondock Saints, Anchorman, Braveheart, The Benchwarmers, I love anything funny or that has a great story. Not a big chick flick kinda girl.

    Favorite Television: Dont watch tv so much, when I do its usually Football, Southpark, Family Guy, anything that keeps my mind off the horrors that go on outside my front door.

    Favorite Books: Anything Stephen King, Dean Koontz.