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15
Oct 2006
3:04 PM MDT
   

Today was up and down. Seems this, as I like to call it, rollercoater ride of shit just keeps on throwing me around curves. Woke up and things were good, starting moving some things into the house, got to be with the baby, had my man. It's almost perfect. I was nervous about moving things in, not so much in the fact that I was moving in with Dave and that we are starting a life together, but more so in the fact of how he feels. He says he is happy and wants me to be there with him and the kids, but I also know that because of past relationships that he is somewhat reserved. We have talked about this and I trust in him when he tells me this is what he wants. We really do have the best relationship, we are honest and we talk about everything and make decisions together. The love and trust I have for Dave is the ONLY thing that I know is real at this point. Our only problem is his ex, still lives in the house, very seldom is there. I dont understand why she makes no effort to make a life for herself. Not just for her but for the kids as well. Everyone elses life is on hold, waiting...waiting for her to move on. There has been a deadline set now. I am waiting not so much patiently for her to go. Guess we will see what tommorrow will bring....
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  • Username: llarson
  • Gender / Age: Female, 58
  • Location: USA - Arizona
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    About Me: Hmm..what to tell about myself. 39 yrs old, soon to be 40 (yikes). I am a mother and a better half to my amazing man.

    Interests: Love being with my family, clubbing with my friends (minus the drama that comes along with that),laughing and just enjoying everything life has to offer.

    Favorite Music: I am a huge fan of everything from Elvis to Dropkick Murphys, I have been told that I add a soundtrack to everyday of my life....sooo true.

    Favorite Movies: Boondock Saints, Anchorman, Braveheart, The Benchwarmers, I love anything funny or that has a great story. Not a big chick flick kinda girl.

    Favorite Television: Dont watch tv so much, when I do its usually Football, Southpark, Family Guy, anything that keeps my mind off the horrors that go on outside my front door.

    Favorite Books: Anything Stephen King, Dean Koontz.