I just had a great talk w/my great friend Sarah. She's been going through something similar though not on the same scale. Thank goodness that her's ended somewhat soon and hasn't been dragged out like my situation. I've been so lonely since my relationship w/ Adrian ended. I really hadn't been close to anyone in 4 years or so and when I did open my heart finally it didn't really work out as I had envisioned it. Oh well. I'm trying desperately to move on but it's sooo hard when we work close together and share mutual friends. I just know in my brain that it's a stupid situation. The bad thing is that my heart likes to argue w/my brain =/
I'm struggling with missing her still. I've been spending more time at home and I catch myself looking out the window sometimes when I go to the kitchen just hoping that she pulls in my driveway. But I also wonder at the same time if it's her I miss or the feeling of being in love. Hmmm...
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