So yet another day w/o her. I guess what I miss the most is just being in love. I think that deep down I knew that the two of us would clash. We were too much alike. After being single and playing the field for a few years, that it was nice to have ther person there. I don't think it was nessarily her. It was just the security of being in love and it's really a great feeling. I guess that's what I'm chasing.
I just wish that I could stop wanting my phone to ring and it be her. I know that it would not be a good thing. I hated the perpetual bickering and fight picking that would always seem to happen towards the end. It sure didn't start like that. At first I fell...HARD for her and we would do nothing but laugh and play. I guess that's what I chased and she even called it too that if we had a relationship together the worst part would be letting each other down. And I tried soooo hard to work things out so that it wouldn't get to that and I guess it takes two to tango.
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