Would you stop making me feel like you're the thing i need? You make me feel like YOU are the person i should be wasting all of my time on. And, i know you're wrong for me. Everyone tells me it, and in the back of mind, I know it's true. I know you're faking everything, but you make it so fucking believable. I need to quit you, and you need to let me. You make things so much harder than they have to be. What in the world gives you the right to say you love me, you like ME, when you have an amazing girlfriend right in front of you. You can acknowledge it all you want, tell her how much you love her, but at the end of the day, if you dont feel any guilt, what is wrong with you? What is wrong with you anyways, because clearly you like to make me sad and scared and nervous and shy and happy and all of these emotions at once. Like, I love you. I love who I want you to be and who you are to me and what i think of you. I love it all! But the one thing i can't bear myself to love is the way you treat me. Like, I'm not your back up. I never will be. So don't keep treating me like it.
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