jesssie's Journal
19
Aug 2007
5:52 PM EST
In regards to the last entry :
I have had a major loss. shes my best friend. she has been for as long as i can remember. shes been through the good and the bad, shes never gone anywhere when i needed her at the worst times ( and the best). but shes changed from that wonderful person i once knew. to a point where its not normal. and i cant watch this happen; not to her. shes my fucking
best friend
. to watch her fall, crumble and eventually turn into nothing is probably one of the hardest things ill ever have to do. i basically need all the support i can get, because if not - im going down with her. i cant let her guilt me into that, i cant let her make me somehow feel somewhat responsible. although she does- without even trying. i feel like , yeah - shes been there for me my entire life, now its my turn. but all of the things i went through dont even add up to what i would have to sacrifice to be here for her. its not worth it for me, its not worth it for anything.
there are no words to describe the way i feel towards her. i honestly want to kill her sometimes, but i could never do that. i love her way to much. fuck, i seriously dont know what to do. the best thing is to do nothing at all, and she'll learn- hopefully.
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