jazzsoulp's Journal
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Feb 2007
3:30 PM EST
feel heavy...Like...you know, like when your heart first got broken, or you lost something very precious....I'm writing about it but will publish it elsewhere. Will it be safe in a public journal? I tried speaking to my mum all day, but to no avail...I went home...Durham to pack and clean up and return my keys. I owe a hundred dollar fine for a ticket, I got picks and brand new strings for my guitar...yayyy!!!...D-K dint call...I guess it's not a Thursday thing with him afterall...I realise that I am breakable and I dont want to relive the feeling. I'm trying to be stronger but how can you give all to love but act cautiously at the same time..theres no such thing...It's all or nothing I say, I Live for all or nothing at all. I saw SMOKING ACES...Best movie i've seen in a while after dream girls. I'm going to take some Nyquil now....*I am in a state of ramble*................................................. ....................................................... B EAUTIFUL!!! He tries harder everytime and I push further away. You let me go when you chose to Love and want my pity all together because Love didn't want you back...Shame...A replacement I can never be but u punish our friendship or what is left of...What is left of you? The last shred of your dignity was washed up with melted snow, yet you stand like a Lion but I see the little broken boy when I see you...I see the truth when I see you and am saddened because you were the Epitomy of Strength and you're so broken. And i get on my knees now and ask our maker to heal your crippled heart. When last did you see a fool cry and beg and accept being rejected and remain subjected to the torture of letting go of Love because Love wouldn't give you the time of day. It breaks my heart.
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I was born with an old soul. I am as real as real gets. I avoid wahala (trouble)!
Interests:
Soccer, Good Music, Making Music, Writing Poetry n Music, Travelling, Cooking.
Favorite Music:
Soul, Afrobeat, Jazz, R n B, Old school hip hop.
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Err...Hotel Rwanda, Tsotsi, Bed Knobs n Broom Sticks, 7 Lucky kids, Smoking Aces, RENT!!!
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Grey's Anatomy, King of Queens
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Organic Chemistry Text
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