I'm working on it as much as I can but it is difficult. I think some of it has to do with the medication and then there is just the situation as it is.
I should have never gone back to the Yahoo boards. The harassment is never ending. I feel like I have a hole in my heart big enough to drive a truck through. I should never go back but I can't seem to help myself.
I don't feel like writing much today. Last night was so difficult I woke up feeling terrible. Just when I think things are better it seems I have a relapse.
I don't feel like doing anything today. I feel defeated. Robert will be here soon for breakfast and I need to get dressed.
I can tell it's going to be a full moon. I'm so exhausted. I think I will go back to bed and skip breakfast.
Maybe I'll write more later.
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