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24
Feb 2010
9:18 AM PDT
   

every time i think of you i find myself at odds.. not with you or those we know.. but for certain with the gods.. the ones that watch over you .. and tell me not to speak..when i look at you they dont like what i think.. how is it so easy for me to understand..everything that happens.. yet i still manage to be sad.. at the moments when you find that my attention is still needed.. how i know these problems are about to be repeated..everybody wonders..and everybody knows.. but when it comes to us .. its nothing like what shows.. in the wee hours of the morning ..ar the late hours of the night.. i can still sit waiting .. knowing everything's alright..but when you come barreling in.. with that look upon your face..its a guilty look for sure.. and its a very common place.. whether its new or old .. whether weak or strong.. its something you havent lost..all these years weve carried on..so sleep well my burning angel.. let the dreams dry your eyes.. for im not even concerned with your need to be disguised.. you can have all the secrets.. you can keep then to your self.. but just remember this..its no better then this hell.. if it were you would not be here.. pretending nothings wrong..in the middle of a promise.. that keeps you holding on..
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31
Jan 2008
10:25 AM PDT
   

take nothing if you wish..

the one that throws may never catch..for lives that drift we learn to stretch..i see more then i understand..even with the help at hand..impossible i turn away..unlearning my yesterdays..sitting still to find the light.. what is necessary to make things right..i speak even if im never heard..at the very least i leave my words.. to be found or maybe not.. to end this battle so long i fought.. but in my heart the drive lives on.. the want and need for something strong..to mirror the best parts of me.. to amplify the one i see..reflections of what we hold dear..make what we love honest and clear..without shadow.. without remorse..without undermining our own course..lift up the wings that angels lend..upon this soul let light desend.. to gratify the longing dreams..that i have kept untouched and clean..a fortress of perfect bond..that has no fear of going wrong..its a simple thing to prove..not as difficult as the mountains moved .. to avoid the breaking of a heart..turning life to dust and scattered parts..easy is the path of bliss.. keep all understanding focused on this.. and there will be no more ending here..after long suffering and fears.. open the eyes that were kept closed..and see the brilliance my heart knows..
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24
Jan 2008
10:40 AM PDT
   

so long but i return

so long but i return.. its not yet too late that i might learn.. another way to save these things.. the words we speak, the dreams we need..everything so visible.. yet storms that brew in the sky, make it dangerous but livable.. even when we keep our hearts wrapped up in pride.. im a child.. scattered but i focus on this.. the fuzzy visions i watched faulter dismissed.. i am here once again so long absent but returned to mend..my clumsy borders..the lazy lines drawn incomplete and disordered
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18
Nov 2007
9:14 AM PDT
   

i have everything i need...

i have everything i need..find what i hold has kept me free..longer then my thoughts have stretched..my days have found amazing events..in my heart there has been heat, the world around me small defeats..common though outstanding means..a passion for what interests me..hind sight aswell as all could find..yet before me all clearly defined..only moments inbetween darkened by great tragedy..but in my heart even when stormy..i find a steady calm is forming ..deep my soul entrenched in awe..the brother and father who out shine them all..lay to rest with the past and pain that just to watch drove others insane..but here we stand against all odds and doubts..the truth we knew now carried out..into the sun that absent so long..those nay sayers all proven wrong..
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11
Nov 2007
9:56 PM PDT
   

for what its worth

for what its worth...
for what its worth, im here..never a stray, come clean dont fear
for what its worth, im never far, stay put my dear its not too hard
for what its worth , the actions made, dont ever forget the bonds you've made
for what its worth, everythings in sight, never a lie but a promise to fight..
for what its worth, there are are angels that cry, not for me dear but for your life..

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  • Username: distracted
  • Gender / Age: Female, 46
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    About Me: im nut for bmx....i love to build them i love to ride freestyle i love to collect them...im aq tomboy in lipstick wear a tool belt with my dress while i work on a bike or put in new sky lights, or fixing the neighbors electrical nightmare...im a tweaker, a phreaker, and a prankster...i love my dog, my friends, and video games...i'll flirt with anyone until i think that they are serious then i disappear...i like trashy jokes minus the trashy ppl...i dont like ppl who come on to me... ive never been married (im too demanding when it comes to honesty) i wear wedding rings to avoid being hit on... i have no kids but luckily some of my friends do, im happy everytime i get named as godmother...(fools) ..I LIKE TO TEACH PPLS KIDS HOW TO HARRASS THEIR PARENTS..lol...i am a friend who always shows up when the rest disappear...im honest thought the truth is not always popular...when someone is sick its usually me that they call and im happy to spend nights nursing them back to health or sleeping ing the chair next the hospital bed..i never surrender i never back down.. but i am not inclined to be competitive...i have a graffiti habit that likes tagging squad cars but not on the bedroom wall...i think that if everybody shut up for 5 seconds they might forget whatever they where bitching about and accidentally have a nice day....

    Interests: bmx freestyle, dogs, lizards(savannah monitors are my fave) snakes(gopher snakes and california king snakes are my fave) my looks, video games , herbal medicine, phenomena, world religion, magick,electricity....electro-magnetics..

    Favorite Music: thats so hard...i like so much old jazz,like helen humes,big band , mahalia jackson...then theres..punk rock i love D.I., .D.R.I.,GBH.TSOL.king missle..violent femmes...voodoo glow skulls(i went to school with george in riverside)skeletones(school with jonas)face to face...dickies..angry samoans..suicidal tendancies....minor threat...other stuff like MC 900 FT Jesus.D12, beastie boys, eminem , sublime,exies, pixies,rob zombie..break face, slipknot, motorhead, helmet,korn,porn,fuck-ups,speed racer,up yours,,maroon 5..against me, saddle up..malibu barbie, gnarcotica, state of unrest...special hate, the killers, the lovers, stone sour..cypress hill..too short..umar bin hassan, lyrics born, harry connick jr, dave mathews..new young american primitives, lights in a fat city..haqnk william sr. and junior...johnny cash older preferably, bethoven gershwin..the staple singers , mava staples, etta james , you get the idea....

    Favorite Movies: saw 1,2,3- (havent seen 4 yet)hostel, the nanny with betty davis, the devils with vanessa redgrave, conspiracy theory, fur, clockwork orange , nasferatu, wuthering heights, anything john waters did except lust in the dust wwas lame...man bites dog, repo man, suberbia, sid and nancy, closetland, faces of death, am i my brothers keeper, drugswtore cowboy..freeway...kalifornia....barfly, napoleon dynamite...breakfast club...realm of the senses, tie me up tie me down., sacred sangria..caligula, witchcraft 69.

    Favorite Television: south park, teletubbies, two stupid dogs, discovery channel...but really i dont even own a T.V. except the one for my video games and thats ALL its for...

    Favorite Books: HardTimes by charles dickens(aqnything by dickens really)catcher in the rye, where the sidewalk ends...rapacini's daughter, anything on serial killers, herbal medicine, or magic, strange history, bizarre facts, celestine prophecy,think on these things by J.Krisnamurti(anything by him)mayan, history, indiginous culture and knowledge, i dont really read any fiction unless its very old, or i know the person who wrote it...amnesia, by douglas cooper, i like comic books like tank girl, horney biker sluts, beautiful stories for ugly children, psycho killer comix,mia, freaks, alot of underground, and dark horse....the rip off press, and a bunch of stuff from loompanics....

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