at this moment in time i am not speaking to my parents this is because even at my age they think they
can rule my life .this is something which i have just gone along with for too long till i finnaly told them just how they did wreck my life when i was younger i got a lot of things of my chest but
now i miss my dad who i must say was not the one who caused me the sorrow i feel inside .the biggest dissapointment is my mother and i just cant get round this i cant forgive and forget i thought i
could but i cant she betrayed my trust and just cant look at her in the same way any more .why should i lilve with her guilt but again i have to stay queit for the sake of others i love my dad but
i cant see him with out seeing her so i guess for now i stay away and say nothing for fear the truth will spill out and destroy every thing .