life sucks at times and when your down in the dumps every thing sucks even more than before .i have had the most boring week of my life so far and i
cant stand just sitting arround with nothing to do and no one to talk to .i talk to the dog so much i think one day soon she will talk back to me .i hate this time of year dark days and even darker
nights when your nearly blind it realy is dark all the time .in the summer months at least i can see a bit better to get out of the house but now i'm stuck here alone again and they wonder why i
get deppressed. it's simple i'm lonley i long for conversation and friends i long for a normal life i long for sight back but most of all i long to who i was not what i have become .