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Mar 2007
7:23 PM CDT
   

Wow. I never write about the quotes..and it is very ironic how this quote fits what I am going to talk about. My self-conscious has been killing me. I'm so guilty of so many things. All these bad things that i have been getting away with is catching up with me. No one else is pissed..just me..at myself. Disappointment. I'm a bad friend. can't even make a good girlfriend. a thief. a liar. a user. someone who will do it for u...to satisfy u..but to just bring me down..without me realizing it. i need to stop. but i cant. i had a dream of me getting stabbed in the stomach by a guy robbing my house (( a day when i stole some clothes from the mall )) i am terrible. && i told michelle about derek && told derek i told michelle. how he cheated on his girl with me. well michelle is supposably friends with amber and derek says michelle will tell and i say she wont and he is all pissed and said whatever and hasnt said a word to me. honestly, its his loss. because i dont want him the way he wants me..i cant do better in that nature. but i wont. im pathetic. i need help.
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  • Username: bl69
  • Gender / Age: Female, 33
  • Location: USA - Texas
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    BL69's Interests:

    Favorite Movies: my favorite movie is anchorman for sho. then 40 year old virgin..i need to see taledega nights though!!

    Favorite Television: i like flavor of love..south park..but i really love music videos!

    Favorite Books: hah! thats funny! books?!?