bericu's Journal
02
Apr 2007
3:21 PM CDT
Today was a difficult day. I contacted our insurance company to see about MARRIAGE COUNSELING! We are covered for this (yeah!) Although, they warned me that this only works when 2 people decide to participate. They BOTH have to want IT. I don't know if David wants this. He says he does....
At times, I think that he is biding his time. I don't know if he thinks I will just get tired and leave or that he will get tired and leave.I am so tired...
Who would have thought that a year after we move in together that David and I would be having problems?! Not me, I figured at the worst our marriage would be the normal squabbles about daily life. HAHA! I guess the joke is on me. I got David a card, he never even commented on it, just left it on the sink next to the toilet...what does that mean?! I AM NOT GOING TO GIVE UP...I DID NOT GET MARRIED JUST TO GET DIVORCED... I took my vows very seriously--I think David was too. We just somehow got lost from one another. I think it was the distance, David was away so much...
I really don't know what to do, my husband barely speaks to me, we don't have sex-at all..it has been over a month now. He no longer finds me sexually attractive--I don't know what's changed--I have not gained weight--I have actually lost weight.
David is my 1 TRUE LOVE in life. I still remember the night that I met him. I never told that I said a prayer that night, asking GOD to let him be the man for me. My wish came true. I don't know what he saw in me, but I wish that he could see it again. Maybe someday I will tell him.
Charlie (dog) has been acting retarded today...he is so wonderful--he makes me laugh :-) I thank God for him...
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USA - Missouri
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About Me:
Happily married...most of the time...workaholic...
Interests:
love to read, watch movies, play games and be a dork
Favorite Music:
anything with a great beat to it...
Favorite Movies:
The Big Blue...absolute favorite
Favorite Television:
NCIS, CSI, CRIMINAL MINDS, CSI NY, MYTHBUSTERS,
Favorite Books:
Anne of Green Gables
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