ZombiKid's Journal

Okay..

He loves me.
This mother doesnt like it.
Because i dress "Metal/Emo"...


Do i change because i love him?
Do i Leave because i love him?



...


Other then that.

School was good.
Home is fine.


No Scars.
Just Smiles.


And Fingers Down My Throat.





xx.Samm.

Uh..

♥

Im Inlove.

[[With Corey]]


and. im scared as heck.

Ive never been like this before. all smily and gidddy.
FUCK ITS ANNOYING!
i used to be mean and heartless.
now im caring and stuff..

i couldnt even hit Rowen [a schoolfriend] today
without making noises or saying "Sorrrrrrrrry" after.

But...
I LoveHim So Much.


..and he loves me..

Pitty he's grounded cause he didnt tell his mum i was
comming over all day.. while he was home alone..
and she was at work..

Oh well.

it was Worth it.

....maybe ;D

xx. Samm.


Ps:;; We've been together for 3 days. HOW SHIT.

Boys Are Stupid.

...well... Most of them are anyway.
Always being soCompeitive..And
But most Stupid of all when they get
Jealous.

..Theres this one boy. who i completely
Adore. Because his my bestfriend.

Specimen number one:
.Edward.
Nicknames: Eddie, Edwardos, Edman.
Likes: Turtles. ChickenSalt. Metal Music.
Dislikes: Parents. HororFilms.
Bestfriends: Caleb. Myself/Samm. Corey?

This boy. is my life. but.
He's Jealous of the boy i am inlove with.

Specimen number two:
.Corey.
Nicknames: Corey?
Likes: Coffee. Hugs.
Dislikes: Seeing People Cry.
Bestfriends: Eddie. Myself. Marius.

...Sometimes is love worth it?
Stupid Boys.
Stupid love triangles.

Gah..

Is it a crime to love them both?

♥ Sammm.