Just another sad story...

I feel like im all alone, yet im surrounded by people that care and love me. I dont understnad why I feel like this. Its like apart of me is missing and I dont know why. I cant help but wonder if this is all my life will be......nothing, absolute nothing. When Im at school I walk through the halls unnoticed, and in a daze. LIke everything is a dream.�

�Every night I lay in bed sometimes for hours. On these sleepless nights I wonder about my future. IS this all it will be? I fit in relativey well with other students yet I feel like an outcast, like Im fooling myself into thinking Im something Im not. Is there any hope?

I think of the days back when he cared.� I can thelp but wonder why he acts like he doesn't care anymore, in the past he stood up for me, now he laughs with all his friends when they make some rude comment to me. All the while Im thinking "Why me? what did I do to deserve this?" he used to care and now all I am is a ghost of his past, lost, forgotten and unwanted.