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May 2007
5:25 PM EDT
   

Last night I came home to find our cat up on my dining table...its kinda a no no for me. My husband is sitting right there. I asked him if he seen who was on the table and he just casually says yes. He made me soo mad. His total disregard about this is so irritating. Then after I scoot the cat off. He says....whats wrong with you??? Or is it that you are just mad because you are around me and not the girls...meaning my daughters. I told him why I was frustrated. He proceeds to tell me how he cant imagine why I get upset over the cat when the whole house is tore up. I told him that their are four people living in this house. He didnt get that. He just kept pushing me. I got so angry with the whole thing and then he got mad that I was soo mad. I should have told him I wanted him gone right then. I was so mad. I thought that I was just going to say it. I ended up feeliing like the bad guy once again and I also felt extremely angry at myself for being so weak and not� just telling him this hurtful thing we call a marriage is over. He is killing me and I guess I am killing him too. Anyway, so we were suppose to be watching a movie which I put in to make all of the arguing go away....he left a half an hour into it. I then went into the bathroom and tore at my legs with the knife....I am sorry. I am trying to stop.
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  • Username: SeeWhy
  • Gender / Age: Female, 58
  • Location: USA - West Virginia
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