Nodeadenz
20
Jul 2012
1:04 PM CDT
Busted disgusted and cant be trusted
. Thought�u respected me clearly not the case. All�the innuendos about sex proved to me thats what you were after all along. I hate men who treat me like an object. I told him from jump I aint fucking nobody outside of my marriage. he did that same shit larry did. I dont understand men who dont get no means no. So what he offered to eat my pussy! I have told him on several occasions what my stance is no comprising period. He claims he is a christian not so, a christ like man wouldnt tell me to tempt god or sin "because he will forgive me." that shit is crazy god is not� a freaking joke nor should I sin believing he will forgive what if after the act I die and go to hell. perhaps that seems extreme but it is possible. As i told him Iam not perfect I just want to live what I say, dont want to stand in the way of sinners. What have I got myself into? He hung up on me when I told him I was going to church versus spending time with him and his kids whom I dont particularly care for. He also claims he wants to marry me that is just game to get him closer to his goal which is to have sex with me. Iam not going for any bullshit. I would rather be alone than live a lie and be a hypocrite. I told him several time who I was and what I stand for. he would like me to forget that Iam married. Regardless of the fact that were not totally together john is still my husband. I dont have a right to give curtis something that doesnt belong to me, I made a vow to god til death and unless i definitivley decide to get a divorce Iam going to live a life void of sex. Except for with my husband of course.
spent the night was too tired to get up and did it just to pacify him. didnt want to hear all that fucking wining like a bitch, what kind of godly man wants you to desert your first love and sin instead crazy. Since I met him havent been going to church as much, got to get back to where I was. He claims he wants to marry me but in truth I dont want to marry again. I am not healed nor do I have closure. John and I are suppose to be reconciling according to him, that is. If he� were aware of how I am hiding my true thoughts he would probably shc.
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