MsCeeGee's Journal
03
Mar 2007
10:48 AM EDT
I am trying my best to use my brain instead of my heart to deal with the "critics" in my life. Through struggles is how I change my heart and mind about people and the world. I did the best thing I have ever done for myself today. I stood up to someone that tried to degrade me with sarcasm and wit rather than anger and foul words. I realized she was using me and I was going to allow her to just so she could love me. I was trying to buy her love. I was going down the same old pattern of low self-esteem again. I was running from true and real feelings of insecurity about myself that I was unwilling to deal with. I am so happy for my knee. If it were not for my knee having a torn ligament, I would have never wanted to get healthy. Therefore,I would have never wanted to get into exercising. Through exercising, it has led me to feel good about myself and realize what I do and do not have to put up with in this world and from people. I deserve someone to love me with or without short hair. I deserve someone to love me with extra weight nor not. I THANK GOD for allowing me to see the errors in people and not allowing them to chart my course to self-destruction.
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Female, 48
Location:
USA - Florida
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About Me:
You can find me at home chilling most of the time. I am in school right now and I have a vigorous exercise schedule that keeps me pretty busy.
Interests:
I like to go to the movies, out to dinner, miniature golf, dancing, talking on the phone, working out, bicycle riding, swimming, walking, snorkeling, and anything different
Favorite Music:
Reggae, Spanish, Hip-Hop, R&B, House, Oldies (70s & 80s)
Favorite Movies:
Color Purple, New Jack City, Dead Presidents, Menace to Society, Love & Basketball, Belly
Favorite Television:
The L Word, The First 48 Hours, Law and Order, Unsolved Mysteries, The Real World, Judge Judy
Favorite Books:
The Color Purple, Presumed Innocence, Cheaters, Conversations with God, Breakup or Breakthrough
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