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03
Mar 2007
10:48 AM EDT
   

I am trying my best to use my brain instead of my heart to deal with the "critics" in my life. Through struggles is how I change my heart and mind about people and the world. I did the best thing I have ever done for myself today. I stood up to someone that tried to degrade me with sarcasm and wit rather than anger and foul words. I realized she was using me and I was going to allow her to just so she could love me. I was trying to buy her love. I was going down the same old pattern of low self-esteem again. I was running from true and real feelings of insecurity about myself that I was unwilling to deal with. I am so happy for my knee. If it were not for my knee having a torn ligament, I would have never wanted to get healthy. Therefore,I would have never wanted to get into exercising. Through exercising, it has led me to feel good about myself and realize what I do and do not have to put up with in this world and from people. I deserve someone to love me with or without short hair. I deserve someone to love me with extra weight nor not. I THANK GOD for allowing me to see the errors in people and not allowing them to chart my course to self-destruction.
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27
Feb 2007
9:06 PM EDT
   

I have learned today that the true journey in life is to heal others which will in trun heal yourself. It is through the struggles and trials and tribulations that others go through that makes us all realize that none of us are perfect and all need work done on ourselves to truly appreciate and be open to what we still need to learn. I am convinced that the only way to grow is to grow with others through honest talks about ourselves and each other. You need to be honest with the good and bad you see in other people. If they have things to say about you good and bad, you need to take the compliments given to you and accept the fact that you have some room to grow through the negatives that people say about you.
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  • Username: MsCeeGee
  • Gender / Age: Female, 48
  • Location: USA - Florida
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    About Me: You can find me at home chilling most of the time. I am in school right now and I have a vigorous exercise schedule that keeps me pretty busy.

    Interests: I like to go to the movies, out to dinner, miniature golf, dancing, talking on the phone, working out, bicycle riding, swimming, walking, snorkeling, and anything different

    Favorite Music: Reggae, Spanish, Hip-Hop, R&B, House, Oldies (70s & 80s)

    Favorite Movies: Color Purple, New Jack City, Dead Presidents, Menace to Society, Love & Basketball, Belly

    Favorite Television: The L Word, The First 48 Hours, Law and Order, Unsolved Mysteries, The Real World, Judge Judy

    Favorite Books: The Color Purple, Presumed Innocence, Cheaters, Conversations with God, Breakup or Breakthrough