I'm sad for a few reasons.
Mandy & Scarlet left on Sunday and I'm missing them sooo much.
I got a call from cousin Michelle to tell me that Aunt Helen has suffered a massive heart attack and needed surgery. She's come
through the surgery and will be in hospital for the next 1-2 wks., they're keeping her unconscience for now. They don't know how (or if) she's going to pull through this. I am very
conflicted about going out there to see the family - conflicted and sad.
Then the husband decides to argue with me on Monday about something so stupid, so trivial and then during that arguement he took a verbel swipe at me and it felt
just like I'd been kicked. The arguement stopped right then but the feeling that I'd been kicked is still hurting. What an idiot he is sometimes!
Maybe today will be better, I'll get used to Mandy being gone, Aunt Helen will improve and "stupid" will not seem so