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26
Jan 2007
7:09 PM EDT
   

I have been thinking alot lately about somebody form my past who I had strong feeelings for. He only came up here on the weekends and that was too see his mom. He lived in another part of my state not too far away.At the time we were like 14 and 15 {Im the older one} and so neither could drive. He like loved me and I really liked him. He just kept asking and asking for me to go out with me.About nine months later I finally said yes. We dated for three months and I do believe that I feel in love with him.He broke up with me in such a harsh and painful way that really hurt us both.His mom died and now he doesnt come up here anymore.I have been thinking about seeing him in a self established reunion but I am scared for what he will say or do or think and what will happen.It has been three almost four years and I just am scared of what will happen but I have so much to say to him I feel like a reunion is what really should happen.
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  • Username: Daydreamer
  • Gender / Age: Female, 36
  • Location: Australia
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    About Me: I keep to myself more than I should. That is why I chose to come here and get a journal thinking maybe someone could reach out and give me the advice I need.

    Interests: I love to sing,dance and party. Not like hard partying but just out meeting new people and having fun.

    Favorite Music: I love country and rap. I really like to dance in like line dances like the cha cha slide.

    Favorite Movies: I love scary movies and movies that will make me cry. Weird combination huh?

    Favorite Television: I am very into reality like The Real World and The Duel!!I love American Idol.

    Favorite Books: I dont really like to read but when I do read little kid stories like The Boxcar Children Series.

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