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    •     butterfly05  39, Female, USA - 8 entries
    23
    Oct 2006
    9:14 AM EDT
       

    Yes everyone keeps telling me I am a b**** lately... Well it's because nothing seems to make me happy lately I mean nothing!!!... When I get something in my life to look forward to it never happens.. So I try to look at things on the bright side as I always have had to do in my life just to get by. Im tired of people being on my case about how I am this is me and im not changing so listen up... Yes you always see a smile on my face but 90% of the time its fake, when people talk to me i dont listen i just nod cuz im in my own world . I worry all day long about certain things that most of you have no clue about that go on in my life. You can say you know me but you really dont Hell I dont even know myself Im still trying to figure myself ouT! if i dont answer your calls get a clue dont keep trying i hate that s***. Theres only a hand full of people I can truely say I love and two that i care about. I dont see me changing back to the way I used to be until i can find a way to be happy... So now you know why I am a BITCH as you say but I say its just me like me or dont.
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        whatthehell  49, Male, North Carolina, USA - 3 entries
    23
    Oct 2006
    8:04 AM EDT
       

    well just chilling out today seeing what comes my way hopefuley something good life is crazy sometimes just when you think you got it all worked out something happens to change you path in life .....
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        adorkable  40, Female, California, USA - 5 entries
    21
    Oct 2006
    2:46 PM EDT
       

    I'm afraid of my boyfriend. No, he doesn't abuse me in a physical way. Do you think that using strong action words against you, hate words, is abuse as well? I'm always afraid that he will react that way whenever i try to say something that he does not like. He always belittles me and make me feel like shit. He is very good at making me cry, and he just could care less. I'm also afraid that he will leave me soon, because he's having another fling on the side. I'm afraid of all this is going to happen. It doesn't have to be now, it could be later or in the future. I'm in love with him, yet i'm scared of him for all the right reasons.
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        crazynluv  39, Female, Pennsylvania, USA - 4 entries
    20
    Oct 2006
    9:24 PM EDT
       

    Never try to hold on to something that isn't there.
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        Atrio3851  35, Female, Ohio, USA - 4 entries
    20
    Oct 2006
    4:05 AM EDT
       

    well I'm sitting in my computer class, and it so boring, so I thought that i would post. My boyfriends done being an idiot! Homecoming is tommorow, I am so stressed out, I'm tired and run down the last few days have been a rollar coaster and a half. Actually my love goes out to all the people who some people just dont get, and they often feel alone. I hate that so many people dont understnad what bipolar means, or depression, or OCD. And tring to make them understand makes things a lot harder! But thanks all for ur comments, they help me get through the day
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        horsefreak0224  33, Female, Ohio, USA - 3 entries
    19
    Oct 2006
    1:43 PM EDT
       

    Hey everyone i'm gonna try html on my online journal page, it didn't work on stargirl though [cries] "oh well". Anyway Today i had to go to crappy daycare because my mom says i'm to young to stay home for a whole day my my self, atleast my BFF delaney was there, i was in computer lab when i was writing my last entery as you can see but know I'm at home on my moms computer cause my laptop is ike being stupid and won't have internet!!!! OKay well thats all.
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        Maryann  58, Female, New York, USA - First entry!
    19
    Oct 2006
    12:17 PM EDT
       

    The day you realize what is really important in life, is a great day. I felt more like being happy today then I have in a long time. I know I let my emotions take control over me. I am a happy person most of the time, however, when I become down, it snowballs into rediculous self pity and I am the only one who suffers. So today I am just going to be happy for what I have and be thankful I have all the things I do. Peace
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        kjs2004  41, Male, California, USA - First entry!
    18
    Oct 2006
    2:52 PM EDT
       

    hi
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        Bella  32, Female, Canada - 2 entries
    18
    Oct 2006
    10:07 AM EDT
       

    Life is soooo boring i want soething to livin it up. I have my parents nagging me every move i take. All i want is some QUIET!!!!!!!!
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        messeduplove07  38, Female, Pennsylvania, USA - First entry!
    18
    Oct 2006
    5:13 AM EDT
       

    Hey what's up? Not too much here just chilling up in study hall bored out of my mind. I can't wait to hopefully meet this guy that I normally chill with. My cousin morgan is going to be hooking us up if he likes me. I don't understand why guys are so difficult. Right now I don't care I am going to stay single if I don't meet anyone that actually wants to settle down. Yesterday we were going to go and meet him but I had to be at work at 4 and he wouldn't of got to giant until 4. We are suppose to be hanging out with him on Friday night while he is working on his car. I hope that he likes me but if not i am going to stay single for awhile. My ex was going around telling everyone that I was pregnent and that I hadn't been taking my birth control for the past two months and he is just starting shit and I told everyone that I will take out my birth control out and show everyone that I am on it and they were like okay we believe you and not him. My dad is being a dick head and i wish that he wasn't. He told me he would try and make time for me so he can come and get his birthday gift. Him and his family are so hipacritical and I hate it. But they are going to be happy when I tell them that I am not with Justin anymore. Got to run talk to you later. Sweetsexygirl
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