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23
Oct 2006
9:14 AM EDT
   

Yes everyone keeps telling me I am a b**** lately... Well it's because nothing seems to make me happy lately I mean nothing!!!... When I get something in my life to look forward to it never happens.. So I try to look at things on the bright side as I always have had to do in my life just to get by. Im tired of people being on my case about how I am this is me and im not changing so listen up... Yes you always see a smile on my face but 90% of the time its fake, when people talk to me i dont listen i just nod cuz im in my own world . I worry all day long about certain things that most of you have no clue about that go on in my life. You can say you know me but you really dont Hell I dont even know myself Im still trying to figure myself ouT! if i dont answer your calls get a clue dont keep trying i hate that s***. Theres only a hand full of people I can truely say I love and two that i care about. I dont see me changing back to the way I used to be until i can find a way to be happy... So now you know why I am a BITCH as you say but I say its just me like me or dont.
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