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Sep 2006
5:05 PM WEDT

I guess what I'm probably most scared of is doing something to hurt others. Especially those I love. I'm not talking about saying no when asked to go to the shop. More of making people cry. I hate it when people cry. I'm clue less at what to do. Wait. Does that mean I'm scared of not being in control? No... I hate not being in control but I'm not scared of it. Just really hate it. It's like this thing most people think of at some point in there lives. There is some sort of situation and either you or your friend/dad/mum/relative has to die. Who do they chose? When I asked my parents with they both said they would chose me. You have no idea how much I hate that thought. They would rather have themselves die and me live. Why? Ugh. That's just one thing that I hate unbelievably much. I would rather have my parents live because they already have a life don't they? They have things they worked so hard to get. I'm twelve years old so I don't have anything I had to work hard to get. I've achieved nothing of inpotance. They have people who they have grown up with... It's just not logical for them to want to save me... Am I making any sense? Most likly not.

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About Me: Eh. Nothing much to here I guess. My name's Demi. I'm Twelve years old - Soon to be thirteen- I'm an only child. Spoilt Rotten. I've been called Emo but contray to popular thought I don't slit my wrists ;/ My mum gets web reports so is probably reading this. I'm also known to be an attention seeker o_O; My lie ambitition is to be a doctor/artist/writer or maybe all three. I'm in year 8 and hate school.