Frustration with Life

To be able to spend life my own way..........I cant imagine how quickly I would...well I have a few minutes, eased my previous smart ass remark and thought about a response.� It seems as if it is a worthwhile endevour.� Something to reach for.� But life my way sounds so contrary to my nature.� I am a pleaser.� I try to please all the kids, the wife the parents everyone.� This doesnt mean I dont please me.� I would say I am who I primarily work for.� Anything I do is usually about me.� Me the father, me the Son, me the Holy........wait wrong line.